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turns out my suspicios were true he;s been calling this sara girl the second i get out of his car at stwearts parking lot i think he knows i know but isn't sure what to do about it now i heard him on the phone with collin and then i found a magazine fromt he porn shop in the back of his car and he's like yeah colin wanted to get his gf a dildo but couldn't get in so i grabbed it on the way out and we went to spencers instead and i said again b/c he told me earlier today that they went to spencers yesterday and he's liek what? and i said to him well that magaine wasn't in the car last night and he's liek hu what r u talking about and i told him to forget it but he's acting really distant form me now and i think he almost might feel bad for what he's doing to me and im glad i hope his stomach turns inot knots like mine b/c of this shit i'm puking blood every few hrs and can't control it i was doing the dishes @ work last night and puked int he sink i ate an entire thing of rolaids today thinking that would help the slightest bit ana it didn't i thought i was going to puke the whole way home but umm yeah i guess thats it, oh yeah and paul--->> mo fo call me we can hang out surring the day whenever you want at least this week b/c after this week i work days but we can still hang at night if you wanted to at leasst starr won't have to worry about you you're with me and we all know theres nothing there lol call me!