Thar I blow!
Well, if it isn't the ol' LJ.
Been a while since I've painted on this canvas.
Let's start out with something fresh. I'm currently in a relationship, but I am starting to like someone else. I also find that my current aspect on relationships is about as cynical as Hitler's outlook on Jews. Those who know me and know what I've dealt with will know why.
This girl that I like lives out of state. I know her from MySpace. Now before anyone makes any assumptions, I'd like to say something. I'm not thinking of ending my relationship for this girl. I want to end it because I do not have the same feelings as I once did when the love was fresh. I've grown weary of the constant obligation to satisfy my significant other, mostly because I can barely maintain my own pleaure quota. This may seem selfish, and I am not denying that it might be. However, I don't think it's healthy for a relationship to continue with me having these feelings.
Now about the girl I know from MySpace. I won't say her name for obvious reasons, but I will say that she is very much like myself. It's a good thing that she lives far away because it would give me the time I need to discover what I truly want from a relationship, as well as if I even ever want another one at all.
Now that my mind is clear of that, we can move on to another topic. I'll be taking suggestions...
To those I call friends, I tell you this: If I die and it turns out the Christians were right all along, I look forward to burning in Hell with you for all of eternity...For it is only with you, that this destiny would be even the slightest bit more tolerable.
Also, 'Scrubs' is a great show and you all should watch, providing you haven't already.
☼Jason☼
P.S.- Dave, you know I don't drink...but I will say this anyway, because it will make me laugh when I know you've read it. Also, I just like messing with you..."I wish you the best!"...Feel free to hi tme the next time you see me. We both know you want to.
P.P.S. or P.S.S.(whatever floats your boat)- Alex, keep up the good work. That 'pigs' read was very insightful, and most enjoyable.
Been a while since I've painted on this canvas.
Let's start out with something fresh. I'm currently in a relationship, but I am starting to like someone else. I also find that my current aspect on relationships is about as cynical as Hitler's outlook on Jews. Those who know me and know what I've dealt with will know why.
This girl that I like lives out of state. I know her from MySpace. Now before anyone makes any assumptions, I'd like to say something. I'm not thinking of ending my relationship for this girl. I want to end it because I do not have the same feelings as I once did when the love was fresh. I've grown weary of the constant obligation to satisfy my significant other, mostly because I can barely maintain my own pleaure quota. This may seem selfish, and I am not denying that it might be. However, I don't think it's healthy for a relationship to continue with me having these feelings.
Now about the girl I know from MySpace. I won't say her name for obvious reasons, but I will say that she is very much like myself. It's a good thing that she lives far away because it would give me the time I need to discover what I truly want from a relationship, as well as if I even ever want another one at all.
Now that my mind is clear of that, we can move on to another topic. I'll be taking suggestions...
To those I call friends, I tell you this: If I die and it turns out the Christians were right all along, I look forward to burning in Hell with you for all of eternity...For it is only with you, that this destiny would be even the slightest bit more tolerable.
Also, 'Scrubs' is a great show and you all should watch, providing you haven't already.
☼Jason☼
P.S.- Dave, you know I don't drink...but I will say this anyway, because it will make me laugh when I know you've read it. Also, I just like messing with you..."I wish you the best!"...Feel free to hi tme the next time you see me. We both know you want to.
P.P.S. or P.S.S.(whatever floats your boat)- Alex, keep up the good work. That 'pigs' read was very insightful, and most enjoyable.