Oct 10, 2009 01:30
oh boy. I just fully lectured Lucy. She was feeling sad because she only did average on her UKCAT. I basically cheered her up.
You know, when i think about it. I'm in the worst position compared to everyone else that i know. I have no drive. I lost my drive to do anything. I don't even know why i even want to go to University. I lost all hope. I think i'm more depressed. :(
Omg. Today. Badminton afterschool was crowded with niners. And not even good-looking ones. I got scolded for not wearing protective eyewear. I found some of the school ones. I could barely see, but i was allowed to play. :)
I woke up at 8:35 this morning. I was supposed to meet Fiona at 8:30. Oops. Haha. Instead, i skipped part of english to hunt down her homeroom. Haha. I think i scared her. She was so shocked to see me in her class. :)
Oh boy. The biology test... Oh God. I forgot to study enzymes. Guess what most of the test was about.... You got it! Enzymes. I guessed most of it. I don't feel so good about this one. Chem is getting boring. I think it's because i'm so tired by the time i get to chem. I keep falling asleep in her class. Then, Croswell wales me up. Haha.
Our lunch is WAY too long. It's so boring. I think Charmaine influenced me. Now i can barely sit still and do nothing the whole time.
I'm going to try finishing my Extended Essay by tuesday. I already know the general aspect of what i am going to do. I just need to find details and sources. It's so hard. I should stop playing Notriadis. It's so addicting...
I think i'm going to ask her to Semi. If she's even going...
Well, i'm not in the best moods. I think i'm just going to listen to music for another 30 minutes. Then sleep. So i'm sorry. I'm just... Sad? I don't know why. Anywho. Good night.