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In a little under a month I'm going to go see a friend. I haven't seen this friend in eleven years. I'm not sure what I'm going to say, how I'll tell him what my life is like now, or even if I'll say anything. I don't know if I'm going to see him alone, or with someone else. I don't know if I'm going to yell at him, say that I was sorry I wasn't there for him before or tell him a corny joke. People who knew me in high school more often than not said I had confidence, but I sure don't feel it now. I don't know what I'm going to say to him.
I don't know what kind of flowers to get for his headstone.
I don't know.
I don't know what kind of flowers to get for his headstone.
I don't know.