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ok so friday 13th..supposed to be bad luck day right? well guess what..it was just that for me. during 2nd period someone walks in with an early dissmissal shit for me so i leave...my moms waiting in the front office with her mad face on. i knew i was caught but for what. so i guess she found out that i had been skipping and shit and then she did something ill never forgive her for. she went through my purse..she found an empty little bag...and got it tested to see what it was. she found out everything. she gave me a drug test and i came out freakin dirty as hell. so ya now im grounded and ive pretty much disappeared from the face of the earth. they took me out of school and i wont be able to go out till the turn of the century..sucks for me
i wasnt even scared when they told me that i was in trouble i was just mad cuz i was supposed to see paul that night. we had been planning it for the longest time and then she had to come and screw up everything. i told him that i wasnt gonna be able to go out cuz i had got in trouble but i think he understood. i dont know when ill be able to see let alone see anyone. im not even like allowed to step foot in school. and then this morning i overheard my mom telling my dad that we're gonna move to mission if not later this year then early next year. how sucky is that. i mean if they keep me loced up like this what makes them think that it'll make it all better. its just gonna make it all worse. im juss gonna wanna get out more and do more drugs. but i cant wait till i turn 18. im out of here as soon as that day comes around. and its not too far away.
well i guess being at home beats going to school....sorta except that im along 24/7. and i started reading books. what the hell is that? i juss bought one like 2 days ago and i alredy finished it...pretty pathetic..well farewell fellow snow angels. take care and everytime you take a sniff of that powder remember me.
i wasnt even scared when they told me that i was in trouble i was just mad cuz i was supposed to see paul that night. we had been planning it for the longest time and then she had to come and screw up everything. i told him that i wasnt gonna be able to go out cuz i had got in trouble but i think he understood. i dont know when ill be able to see let alone see anyone. im not even like allowed to step foot in school. and then this morning i overheard my mom telling my dad that we're gonna move to mission if not later this year then early next year. how sucky is that. i mean if they keep me loced up like this what makes them think that it'll make it all better. its just gonna make it all worse. im juss gonna wanna get out more and do more drugs. but i cant wait till i turn 18. im out of here as soon as that day comes around. and its not too far away.
well i guess being at home beats going to school....sorta except that im along 24/7. and i started reading books. what the hell is that? i juss bought one like 2 days ago and i alredy finished it...pretty pathetic..well farewell fellow snow angels. take care and everytime you take a sniff of that powder remember me.