WHOAA!!!
well i finally realized it was time to let go of the past and move on to better things. i am totally over everything and im starting all over. and guess what? i like someone..his names joe but everyone calls him guero..aww! i was at his house tonight. no nothing happened. it just felt good to be with someone who actually cares. its been a while since ive felt secure about myself. he makes me laugh. "tra-la-la" anyways, im happy. but not too happy with my health. ive been doing some fucked up shit lately and i dont think its gonna be that easy to stop. i cut down though. its a start. well i guess imma go to bed now. theres nothing else to do.