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so smurphy's surprise party went off quite well (even if i do say so myself. ..fun game. how many times did i get licked again?? heh.) anywayssss...
so, sitting here in the dark with the only light being the glare of the computer screen. i really need winter to come soon. i want to wake up in my messy bed with my messy hair and drink hot chocolate in my pajamas all day.
everything's so quiet here right now. except for the music i'm playing to keep me from utter loneliness. i'm detached from most sane thoughts. i can't sleep. i've sacrificed sleep for stress. due to something which will remain undisclosed. i'm so sick of it. i think i'm going to get sick again soon. i fucking wish i was healthy. gah. drama queen, anyone? nothing makes sense in this entry. bye.
r.i.p. elliot smith, you will be missed.
I never really had a problem because of leaving
But everything reminds me of her this evening
So if i seem a little out of it, sorry
But why should i lie?
Everything reminds me of her.
The spin of the earth impaled a silhouette of the sun on the steeple
And i gotta hear the same sermon all the time now from you people
Why are you staring into outer space crying
Just because you came across it and lost it
1:55am, and i'm over and out.
so, sitting here in the dark with the only light being the glare of the computer screen. i really need winter to come soon. i want to wake up in my messy bed with my messy hair and drink hot chocolate in my pajamas all day.
everything's so quiet here right now. except for the music i'm playing to keep me from utter loneliness. i'm detached from most sane thoughts. i can't sleep. i've sacrificed sleep for stress. due to something which will remain undisclosed. i'm so sick of it. i think i'm going to get sick again soon. i fucking wish i was healthy. gah. drama queen, anyone? nothing makes sense in this entry. bye.
r.i.p. elliot smith, you will be missed.
I never really had a problem because of leaving
But everything reminds me of her this evening
So if i seem a little out of it, sorry
But why should i lie?
Everything reminds me of her.
The spin of the earth impaled a silhouette of the sun on the steeple
And i gotta hear the same sermon all the time now from you people
Why are you staring into outer space crying
Just because you came across it and lost it
1:55am, and i'm over and out.