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sorry Jennie, you're my friend and all and i don't want to loose you as a friend. but i knew i shouldn't have told you i liked him, because i knew you would just make me feel like shit. but i don't care, i don't like him that much, he's just nicer to me than Steve and seems to understand shit more. but i don't care, i don't like him anymore. i'm not just gonna hang out wiht him okay? that'll be weird. please don't get mad at me for posting this, but you really pist me off last night. when you guessed right that i liked him, and then you're like oh he doesn't like you he said he doesn't like you. i was like WTF? i didn't ask you if he likes me.. did you hear me say // yes i like him, does he like me?? NO! i don't think so.. but it doesn't matter, i don't like him anyways. wow, i'm such a fucking fool. i should just go and kill myself!
whatever, that's the last time i tell people shit, unless i feel they should know. i think maybe i should make my journal friends only. but whatever, who cares!