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As i sit here and relax i realize its the first time Ive been happy since, well i know when, but yeah. Everything seems normal again, few friends, all that care, a bunch of people that hate me, and working alot now. Reminds me alot of San Antonio. I feel little again, i don't have anyone to impress anymore, and i really like it. Maybe i can stay single for once.. i think after all this shit goes around for a while, the girl that sees through it all and still wants to get to know me, that will be that next girl. But like always I'm not expecting much, and i cam alway try and make myself happy now. Its better this way. I cant wait for summer too, i get to go surfing! yay! Well at least now i don't have any drama, i just have myself. and its so easy! I'm loving that everyones mad at me for something someone said to Joyce because i said it to them. If this is my out from you, I'm going to take it and fucking run with it.
any who. I found out how to get into the tunnel downtown. But i think that that is going to remain my secrete until i find a trustworthy group of friends. I'm tired of fucking around. But oh well.
Being Ive done this to myself, I'm accepting it, and really, i don't mind you all talking shit about me. its been done before, but know, everything you have known about me has been a lie, and that goes to 2 special people.
But all in all, i finally found the answer, and I'm going to use it to its full advantage..
OutX.
any who. I found out how to get into the tunnel downtown. But i think that that is going to remain my secrete until i find a trustworthy group of friends. I'm tired of fucking around. But oh well.
Being Ive done this to myself, I'm accepting it, and really, i don't mind you all talking shit about me. its been done before, but know, everything you have known about me has been a lie, and that goes to 2 special people.
But all in all, i finally found the answer, and I'm going to use it to its full advantage..
OutX.