A lot to think on

Oct 16, 2006 13:49

I am not sure how i feel about all of it. Any of it. My latest coffee talk didnt seem to make things clearer. Just bigger. There is deception in the bigger picture. My mind is teaming with poison. It is affecting my judgment. My desires. My thoughts.

My dreams are troubled too. At night there is conflict. Little rest. My day dreams revolve around a central theme. There are what if's everywhere. What is to become of my sanity?

I am sheading layrs. Sheading people. Sheading deception. It isnt needed any more. This isnt high school. Those who you think will last are all you need.

The monsters that are in voices are running rampant in our ears. They tell us to do things. But we dont have to listen. We choose to do what they say. No one is blameless.

This whole thing is ugly. The pedastools placed for people to stand on only too quickly shoved out from under their feet leaving them to hang by their own glory.

one should never leave their mind to it's own devices it will run away.
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