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Finally tho
I don't want you anymore.
The man that was- that I remember, that I still ache for- isnt.
This you you've shown me. Insincere, cheating, selfish, lying. Has finally eclipsed the you I thought I knew. That I wanted.
Caring, sweet, attentive, engaging- gone. Long gone. Way gone.
And it took me a long damn time to grasp this asp and hold it to my breast.
But it's here now.
This you is a terrible you. You continue to get worse. Fuck off.
If you knew me you'd know I wouldn't knowingly help you cheat on anyone. Particularly on a trusting child half my age.
I guess I wanted to see how far you'd go. Not all the way, hooray. Not with me. I doubt I could stand to touch you anyway. But far enough to judge you. Far enough to replace love with disgust, given enough time and inconsiderate bullshit.
That is certainly far enough.
I know. I want to tell you the spell is broke but you never know what the fuck I'm talking about anyway.
I know. Part of me says wait it's not true, he has morals and good qualities! Not really. Not for years now.
I don't want you anymore.
The man that was- that I remember, that I still ache for- isnt.
This you you've shown me. Insincere, cheating, selfish, lying. Has finally eclipsed the you I thought I knew. That I wanted.
Caring, sweet, attentive, engaging- gone. Long gone. Way gone.
And it took me a long damn time to grasp this asp and hold it to my breast.
But it's here now.
This you is a terrible you. You continue to get worse. Fuck off.
If you knew me you'd know I wouldn't knowingly help you cheat on anyone. Particularly on a trusting child half my age.
I guess I wanted to see how far you'd go. Not all the way, hooray. Not with me. I doubt I could stand to touch you anyway. But far enough to judge you. Far enough to replace love with disgust, given enough time and inconsiderate bullshit.
That is certainly far enough.
I know. I want to tell you the spell is broke but you never know what the fuck I'm talking about anyway.
I know. Part of me says wait it's not true, he has morals and good qualities! Not really. Not for years now.