spiritual ramblings
I have found that over the last few weeks, that I have been fascinated by the writings and lives of such people as Jane Roberts and Edgar Cayce. I am literally entralled with Jane Roberts. I feel connected to her for some reason. While she channelled the legendary Seth, she also wrote poetry and science fiction while still retaining her humanity by smoking, getting tanked on booze and attending parties. She also did not want to have any children, for fear it take away from her creative endeavors.
Being sick has allowed me time to sleep and have astral experiences that I haven't been fortunate enough to have over the years. I have to say this: the weirdness of the astral planes is now feeling more familiar to me over the years. It seems that those places, in that reality, is where I truly feel "at home". It's like I somehow belong there. If there really is the "Other Side", I think it will be more like these astral visits than anywhere tangible like the Christian view of heaven. If we create out own reality by our thoughts in this world, and it takes so long, being that we are matter -- one can only imagine what it would be like if matter were not involved. Thought is energy, then I suppose my astral trips are quite energizing. I find myself obsessed with them for days, almost like I have been energized by the experience.
I feel that knowledge is gained in each of my experiences, but I don't have the will to write them all down yet. I have written some of the more elaborate visits here, but for short trips, I haven't felt the need to document everyone. I think during the summer I'm going to make an addendum to this journal to log in every experience (no matter how insignificant to me) in this journal. I want to write poetry about it for use in my upcoming book. I feel I have so much to say concerning this topic.
Being sick has allowed me time to sleep and have astral experiences that I haven't been fortunate enough to have over the years. I have to say this: the weirdness of the astral planes is now feeling more familiar to me over the years. It seems that those places, in that reality, is where I truly feel "at home". It's like I somehow belong there. If there really is the "Other Side", I think it will be more like these astral visits than anywhere tangible like the Christian view of heaven. If we create out own reality by our thoughts in this world, and it takes so long, being that we are matter -- one can only imagine what it would be like if matter were not involved. Thought is energy, then I suppose my astral trips are quite energizing. I find myself obsessed with them for days, almost like I have been energized by the experience.
I feel that knowledge is gained in each of my experiences, but I don't have the will to write them all down yet. I have written some of the more elaborate visits here, but for short trips, I haven't felt the need to document everyone. I think during the summer I'm going to make an addendum to this journal to log in every experience (no matter how insignificant to me) in this journal. I want to write poetry about it for use in my upcoming book. I feel I have so much to say concerning this topic.