Soooo Happy right now...yeah, jumping up and down!!
Today, I went To North Bend at the outlet mall, went to Claries, looked at some body jewelry, and wanted it all, found out you had to be 18, asked mom, she said NO, ha, that didn't last long. My daddy’s going to kill me, but I got one anyway, I bribed my mother, yes, I got my cartilage pieces, by the top of my left ear, my left because, I hold the phone on my other ear, and I didn't want to hit it all the time. Soooo happy, its crazy, and I can't believe my mother let me, but anyways, that's me, I get want I want, like all the time, no tongue piercing for me. I said I would do it my self, if she didn't let me get my ear pierced. It’s a stainless steal or palladium plated barbell. I Love it so much. It's either an 18 or 20 gage. I have to have it in for 8 weeks till I can take it out, or till I can change it. But I like what I have in right now, but if I see anything better than what I have in right now I'll just buy that to, I guess, and then put that in when its time.
P.S. - I miss my little Matthew!! I saw you the other day, yet, I don’t know, I was really uncomfortable about something, I don’t know why, was it something you or I said, or did? It’s bothering me really bad. I don’t now what it is. We don’t talk really anymore, we don’t really see each other anymore, we don’t hangout anymore, and we don’t do much of anything anymore. I miss us, just being you’re self’s, and none of this bullshit that has infected our relationship. Or maybe you’re just trying to purge yourself of me, and that you’ve had enough of my bullshit. And that you just don’t want my friendship anymore, and you’re just sick of me. So, if you are, please just tell, cause, let’s not kid ourselves.
I luv yah matt, miss yah.
*luvs and hugs*
P.S. - I miss my little Matthew!! I saw you the other day, yet, I don’t know, I was really uncomfortable about something, I don’t know why, was it something you or I said, or did? It’s bothering me really bad. I don’t now what it is. We don’t talk really anymore, we don’t really see each other anymore, we don’t hangout anymore, and we don’t do much of anything anymore. I miss us, just being you’re self’s, and none of this bullshit that has infected our relationship. Or maybe you’re just trying to purge yourself of me, and that you’ve had enough of my bullshit. And that you just don’t want my friendship anymore, and you’re just sick of me. So, if you are, please just tell, cause, let’s not kid ourselves.
I luv yah matt, miss yah.
*luvs and hugs*