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[blackwaltz03]

its christmas.

but if you dont mind, im going to step aside
and when you came back to me,
there was nothing that you couldnt see
everything was the same, my same back turned with fear
but this time, you were the one who made me bleed
as a friend, you failed

youre the apothecary of my death,
the persona dwelling within is just the failure of a soul
only caring about yourself and only others when you feel like it
i thought what i found was a real friend
but that was just fairy dust in the eyes

what you put to show outside is nothing,
only reflections of what you used to be.
if you even try to say something to me now
after everything youve put me through
youre in for one fucking surprise

but it doesnt even matter.