Nov 13, 2004 13:01
so im called in to work and its a big pain in my fucking ass considering that i have some crap to do, but i cant not because im the only one left and im feeling obliged to work, not like id want to stay home and listen to my mother, but its right before she leaves and thats not really avoiding much now is it? not really, but anyways i have crap to do and its not like it matters. my plans are ruined for the night. whoopdeedoo
tomorrow i dont even think i can make it to church again, for the 5th week in a row? oh man someones gonna be quite upset. now i have no routine for it, even though i want to, and im just going to end up making people disappointed in me if i dont do anything about it.
i wanted to see laura and kacie tonight.
i need a smoke.