sitting in my room full of siucide
sitting here i know what is to come next because i have planned it many times,
over and over again it has been executed in my mind knowing exactaly what i will do and how and when,
so now i am here, the door jams are taped and the gas burner is on there is only one more thing that i need before my plan will be complete, the spark to end my life.
*today in class i sat and watched a French film about a girl who kills herself, it was very sad and inspired this poem. just so you all know i am not suicidal.
~hugs~
p.s. i think that everyone needs more hugs, just a thought, i know that i like getting the
over and over again it has been executed in my mind knowing exactaly what i will do and how and when,
so now i am here, the door jams are taped and the gas burner is on there is only one more thing that i need before my plan will be complete, the spark to end my life.
*today in class i sat and watched a French film about a girl who kills herself, it was very sad and inspired this poem. just so you all know i am not suicidal.
~hugs~
p.s. i think that everyone needs more hugs, just a thought, i know that i like getting the