Mar 13, 2003 16:46
i am in a situation that i did not realize was so bad, now i know because it is making me a sad and confused person. i do not know what to do, all that i know is this is not how boss' are supposed to treat their employees. then i start to question my work and how hard i try, what do they see? i do try hard and i think that i deserve the money. i am in a quandary about this and i am not sure where this is going to take me.i wish money did not matter.
on a side note all my family is coming out for my brothers graduation, the bad part is that i will have 6 people taking over my house and life all at once. i can hardly stand my 4 family members home all at once. god what am i going to do?! and of course i am expected to stay here and spend quality time. o well. it would not be so bad if my dad's parents were not coming. they do not like me and the feeling is mutual, everyone always makes this face when i say that but it is true. they do not like me because i am different and i do not follow what is always expected of me, and i challenge religion and my parents sometimes which is the ultimate sin. i don't know. all of the sudden i feel like things are just not how i saw then a few weeks ago, everything seems to change. all i want is my own place and space.
p.s. i need a ma