Jul 20, 2006 01:43
I bought a frog lol. I wanted a guinea pig but nana said no, so instead I got a frog. She's so cute and Kris and I decided to name her Ruby Soho. This just goes to show how obsessed we really are with music or rather Kris is with Rancid and how I'm crazy enough to fully agree.
So tonight in being stood up by the same person for the last time I'm making a promise to myself. When I broke up with Gary one of my strong beliefs that I stated was that when you're with someone (meaning in a relationship)that person should make you want to be a better person. Rather you should both make each other want to be a better person and you should compliment each other. I believe that you can always be a better person and you should always want to try to be a better person. In no way however am I saying that you shouldn't be happy with who you are. If you know me well enough this might just make sense to you. So coinciding somehow with that thought, I'm done with settling. I find myself settling for something that I might only partially want even when something more is lacking. You can imagine what the end result of this looks like. So from now on I'm waiting for the right guy to come along, that prince charming that has to be out there somewhere. There's gotta be a guy who when I give a 110% into a relationship will give 110% right back and who will treat me right.