Mar 23, 2004 22:31
So Matt didnt call me for two days... and yes that is a BIG deal...he always calls me...wait...I always call him.Wll anyways I just get kinda scared when he does these things because Im afraid he'll cheat on me...I WOULD DIE...I mean I have fallen completely all the way for this boy, I have done sooo much for him and given him everything..he has my heart and I am SOOO HAPPY, BUT THEN I GET SCARED I realize how empty and weird I would feel without him. He just makes me so happy, I dont want to ever lose what we have... and I will fight for it. Damn, I sound kinda psycho...Oh well. Im just soooo MAD cause I havent seen MY LOVE.
Today I just went to school, then work and then I pissed off and depressed so, I went to the gym and ran and ran and ran....I wished I couldve danced instead, EEEE I MISS DANCING:(
hlook at her shes looking as good as dinner and shes looking back at me as if maybe Im a winner Im in my late 20's little girl dont flirt with me Ive got the capability to program your circuitry....
amd now she's laughing she likes the scarcasm so naturally Im asking if she's got a captain she says a captain wait you mean a man at home the answer is no I came to this bar alone.....
Ive never been kissed with such passionate bliss porn star damn near tore my lips apart.....
her drunk ass turns to me and she says your so beautiful from the hair to the soul cant belive that I havent met you before she missed the red light we hit a pick up truck and we both died