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I've been hanging with friends from grad school lately, most of which are female. It makes me really appreciate just hanging out with guys. Why'd you all have to get girlfriends and/or live far away?
They (the female grad friends) talk about guys and girls and relationships most of the time. That stuff bothers me enough as it is. I don't need to talk about it any more. It doesn't help that many of them are quite attractive. I often wonder if I think that simply because it's true or if I'm simply so desperate I see myself with everyone. Wait, nevermind. Lots of people I can't see myself with.
I feel pretty alright though, I guess. Started taking higher prozac dose. I guess I just wish I could be more content that I now have a relatively decent circle of grad school friends. Feels like I've been telling myself to be patient for a while now.
Fuck patience! I want to live! Liiiiiiiiiive!
So how are you doing? (Seriously, not the Joey "how you doin'?")
They (the female grad friends) talk about guys and girls and relationships most of the time. That stuff bothers me enough as it is. I don't need to talk about it any more. It doesn't help that many of them are quite attractive. I often wonder if I think that simply because it's true or if I'm simply so desperate I see myself with everyone. Wait, nevermind. Lots of people I can't see myself with.
I feel pretty alright though, I guess. Started taking higher prozac dose. I guess I just wish I could be more content that I now have a relatively decent circle of grad school friends. Feels like I've been telling myself to be patient for a while now.
Fuck patience! I want to live! Liiiiiiiiiive!
So how are you doing? (Seriously, not the Joey "how you doin'?")