constantly fighting for your approval, im never up to your expectations.
my weekend was okay..
friday- I had softball, and then after i went to keiths. I got to spend some time with him alone which i havnt done in along time. I really enjoy spending time with him alone. Then natalie came over, and we all went to tj's. That was a huge mess.. keiths mom wouldnt let him spend the night. so she came and picked him up, and then after that i was really worried about him so i fell asleep early. I woke up saturday morning and everyone was gone exept natalie, and tj. They were sleeping so i started cleaning tj's house. haha.. i finally woke up natalie at 12 and we came back to my house around 3. We went back to natalies, and she invited some people over. Keith came over around 830, and i ended up going back to his house for awhile. <3
Keiths birthday- 4 days.
let me overcome this painful ansicion
allow the blood to flow from my viens
revieling the bone, and flesh that was once pure
now dark and cold left with no feeling
the color in my eyes reflects who i am one last time
i swear ill end this pain.
friday- I had softball, and then after i went to keiths. I got to spend some time with him alone which i havnt done in along time. I really enjoy spending time with him alone. Then natalie came over, and we all went to tj's. That was a huge mess.. keiths mom wouldnt let him spend the night. so she came and picked him up, and then after that i was really worried about him so i fell asleep early. I woke up saturday morning and everyone was gone exept natalie, and tj. They were sleeping so i started cleaning tj's house. haha.. i finally woke up natalie at 12 and we came back to my house around 3. We went back to natalies, and she invited some people over. Keith came over around 830, and i ended up going back to his house for awhile. <3
Keiths birthday- 4 days.
let me overcome this painful ansicion
allow the blood to flow from my viens
revieling the bone, and flesh that was once pure
now dark and cold left with no feeling
the color in my eyes reflects who i am one last time
i swear ill end this pain.