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im sick to death of all this bull shit drama. if i act like im too good for it then i am we all are. its stuiped and childish. so thanks again to my sappost to be friends for making my life feel like shit just when i thought i was getting things togther... and thanks once again for beleiveing me over ex boyfriends or boyfriends...i love all my old frieds to death and i dont want to lose trake of you guys but i have a new life a new car a new job an soon my own place...things are great...and i dont need yall thinking i cheated on my boyfriend with some guy i barly know...let me clear a few things up with you and get the truth out there...NOTHING HAPPENED WITH RAYN AND I!!!!!!!!!!! and contrary to things going around our own beloved hillcrest high im not pregnet to be honest i was trying to get pregnet for awhile but it didnt work. no luck...like i told some people i cant get pregnet or maybe cody just somes too much pot...or did..weve been dry for a long time witch also means not alot of spending cash...and if i did turn out to be prgnet what cody does wouldnt be how we made money to raise our child...we have our parents and when i thought i was pregnet a few months back we told codys mom and she got use stoked up on alot...we have a ton and i mean a ton of baby clothes and there are always dippers and formula aroundthis house bc his mom babysits...but i love cody more than anything and i know in my heart hes the man i want to sped the rest of my life with..im willing give up everything for him... thankfully i dont have to...its my choice not to see my friends 24/7..i have a job that i work more than full time at and bc of the new car and the being dr thing and cody working full time grave yards id still like to have some extra money to save up to get my own car and for a down paymet on a duplex or an apartment. things are hard but good and i like it that away...i love trying to scrape up money for gas or that cheap pack of ciggarttes and staying at a diffrent house every week and playing pool and not eating and going to school and then leaving before its out but i live in the real world a ful time job and another part time job at the airport and having enough money to pay 225 or incurance a month and a 300 car payment and still having money to put food in the frig and tolit paper in the bathroom and smoke in my lungs and gas in the car...i like my life i wish i could see amber and britten and brandi more but i like working..i finally have money to buy christmas presents and go to the mall and buy clothes and not walmart or goodwill or my sisters closet...to have a bank accant to keep money in to buy things ive always wanted a video camra a laptop andi fianlly have a ipod..but yea im tired and have to go to airhost tomarrow..so bye