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words have been changed and things have been added and taken away but mot;y the lyris to listen to you heart
this matt thing is really tearing me.. its hard to eplain but my way of how i feel and everything are in these songs i change around
the next song is blue sky good bye
You’ve built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart.
When he’s calling for you.
Listen to your heart
There’s nothing else you can do.
I don’t know where you’re going
And I don’t know why,
But listen to your heart
when he trys to say goodbye
Sometimes you wonder if his fight was worthwhile.
You wounder why.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They’re swept away and nothing is what is seems,
The feeling of belonging now only in your dreams.
And there are voices
That want to be heard.
So much to mention
But you can never find the words.
The scent of magic,
The beauty that’s been
and then his pain and soul were swept away by the wind.
never to be seen or huged or felt again..
Did you, did you see the frightened one?
Did you, did you hear the falling bomb?
When the promise of a brave new world,
Unfurled beneath a clear night sky?
Did you, did you see the frightened ones?
Did you, did you hear the falling bombs?
The flames are all long gone,
But the pain lingers on.
Goodbye, blue sky.
Goodbye, blue sky.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
what i wish i could have done for matt
Hello.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on, now.
I hear you’re feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?
Your lips move but I can’t hear what you’re sayin’.
you were crying for help but no one heard
i cant do this im looking for ongs that remind me of him but it hurst i thoiught itw oull dhelp and be my way of trying to get over what happened but all i can think of is him and how he was found where what he was thinking and was he really that depressed that he thoguth that was the only way out and did i have anythign to do with it and did i help push him bc i may have gotten him in trouble a few times with his mom for all those nights he came to get me past when he was sappost to be home....did we ask too much did we pay too little attention what? what could we have down to change his out come..... i hear that when his mom got up she thought he had already left for school and he never showed up so our friends mario and jerry showed LA the school robo cop the 8 long text messages matt sent mario bc they were woried and they put out a look out for him and they found him.... but was he crying or was he happy was he smoking a ciggartte did he have a drink who was he thinking about did it cross his mind that there would be alot of people who do care about him did he even mean to take it that far..was he hoping some oen would care and call and if so would he have cared and stoped...how long was he sitting in this truck....was he listening to music and if so what was he listing to? does he have unfinshed bussness on earth and is he now a woundering ghost and if so is he haunting one place or many and where? was he really sappost to die that night or did he pull a fast one on god. sooooo fucking many unanswerd questions i feel have to be answerd before i can move on or even get use to the idea that hes really gone and not just playing a joke or on vaction.
what i do when i loss yet another person i love is make up a story like they're off at college or they went on a cruise or they bought an rv and are travaling across america
maybe this will be a big scare on my heart and mind or will it change how i look at life will it help me to grow as a person or will it make me tke a closer look at life and how important it is to live today like its your ;ast to not through love away to not take anyone for grated to remind me to tell everyone how much i care aboiut them how much they mean to me and give them a big hug and a kiss on the check well thats all for now i know no one will read all of this and i bet no one cares but i do and when im upset i have to write or i like typing better what goes through my head so bye
jana
this matt thing is really tearing me.. its hard to eplain but my way of how i feel and everything are in these songs i change around
the next song is blue sky good bye
You’ve built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart.
When he’s calling for you.
Listen to your heart
There’s nothing else you can do.
I don’t know where you’re going
And I don’t know why,
But listen to your heart
when he trys to say goodbye
Sometimes you wonder if his fight was worthwhile.
You wounder why.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They’re swept away and nothing is what is seems,
The feeling of belonging now only in your dreams.
And there are voices
That want to be heard.
So much to mention
But you can never find the words.
The scent of magic,
The beauty that’s been
and then his pain and soul were swept away by the wind.
never to be seen or huged or felt again..
Did you, did you see the frightened one?
Did you, did you hear the falling bomb?
When the promise of a brave new world,
Unfurled beneath a clear night sky?
Did you, did you see the frightened ones?
Did you, did you hear the falling bombs?
The flames are all long gone,
But the pain lingers on.
Goodbye, blue sky.
Goodbye, blue sky.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
what i wish i could have done for matt
Hello.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on, now.
I hear you’re feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?
Your lips move but I can’t hear what you’re sayin’.
you were crying for help but no one heard
i cant do this im looking for ongs that remind me of him but it hurst i thoiught itw oull dhelp and be my way of trying to get over what happened but all i can think of is him and how he was found where what he was thinking and was he really that depressed that he thoguth that was the only way out and did i have anythign to do with it and did i help push him bc i may have gotten him in trouble a few times with his mom for all those nights he came to get me past when he was sappost to be home....did we ask too much did we pay too little attention what? what could we have down to change his out come..... i hear that when his mom got up she thought he had already left for school and he never showed up so our friends mario and jerry showed LA the school robo cop the 8 long text messages matt sent mario bc they were woried and they put out a look out for him and they found him.... but was he crying or was he happy was he smoking a ciggartte did he have a drink who was he thinking about did it cross his mind that there would be alot of people who do care about him did he even mean to take it that far..was he hoping some oen would care and call and if so would he have cared and stoped...how long was he sitting in this truck....was he listening to music and if so what was he listing to? does he have unfinshed bussness on earth and is he now a woundering ghost and if so is he haunting one place or many and where? was he really sappost to die that night or did he pull a fast one on god. sooooo fucking many unanswerd questions i feel have to be answerd before i can move on or even get use to the idea that hes really gone and not just playing a joke or on vaction.
what i do when i loss yet another person i love is make up a story like they're off at college or they went on a cruise or they bought an rv and are travaling across america
maybe this will be a big scare on my heart and mind or will it change how i look at life will it help me to grow as a person or will it make me tke a closer look at life and how important it is to live today like its your ;ast to not through love away to not take anyone for grated to remind me to tell everyone how much i care aboiut them how much they mean to me and give them a big hug and a kiss on the check well thats all for now i know no one will read all of this and i bet no one cares but i do and when im upset i have to write or i like typing better what goes through my head so bye
jana