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okey this is for all the guys at the house
look i know that yall were just trying to look out for me but its my choice in the end its my heart im putting on the line if it gets hurt then its another leson in life and we need those to become stronger and i know that if i do get hurt then its his loss not mine and i can handle it..i can handle getting my heart broken its happened before it can happen again....although the last guy who broke my heart it took me a little less than a year to get over...i know i can get over someone..it was my first time having to deal with a broken heart but now i get it...and its my own deal...i love you guys more than anything but i also love cody and im not going to chose...i had it down....a few days out of the week id spend with either cody or the babes at the house and then for a few more days id be with the other and then for the rest id be at my house....i had it down.. but now cody cant even drop me off or pick me up to do those things....i dotn know if all this makes since but i want to be able to be in love and have friends at the same time....i just need a little help....i love yall but still.....if you dont want this then im sorry...i dont know what eles to say right now...
jany
look i know that yall were just trying to look out for me but its my choice in the end its my heart im putting on the line if it gets hurt then its another leson in life and we need those to become stronger and i know that if i do get hurt then its his loss not mine and i can handle it..i can handle getting my heart broken its happened before it can happen again....although the last guy who broke my heart it took me a little less than a year to get over...i know i can get over someone..it was my first time having to deal with a broken heart but now i get it...and its my own deal...i love you guys more than anything but i also love cody and im not going to chose...i had it down....a few days out of the week id spend with either cody or the babes at the house and then for a few more days id be with the other and then for the rest id be at my house....i had it down.. but now cody cant even drop me off or pick me up to do those things....i dotn know if all this makes since but i want to be able to be in love and have friends at the same time....i just need a little help....i love yall but still.....if you dont want this then im sorry...i dont know what eles to say right now...
jany