chasing something i cant catch

[blacktearmelody]

So far the week end is going alright, Last night i did'nt do anything , just went in town with mom to get a birthday gift for tays friend, and bought some new make-up for prom..i was trying lipstick on my hand and it's the stuff that lasts for ten hours, let's just say it really does stay on for ten hours, cause it's still on my hand this morning, not cool at all.. but yea that's what i did last night.This morning i got my hair highlighted and my eyebrows waxed, my hair turned out pretty good i guess, nothing to special. So me and Matt were supposed to do something tonight, but i got home and there was a long message from him on the computer saying how the hockey game is on tonight and the guys asked him to watch it with them , He said he was sorry that he could'nt do anything with me, but i'm sure he did'nt really care that much anyways, But after i read his message i got really upset about it all, i know i should'nt be at all but i was so upset. Now i know i still have so much feelings for him which its'nt good. I wish i could just throw away these feelings... But i can't....
So sunny out, love it!. but its still kinda cool to lay out. ah well just happy its sunny out finally