i want to die

[blackteardropsx]

the subject says everything, i want to kill myself. i don't want to be here anymore. i want to take the knife and jab it through my heart and just die. watch the cold blood run out of my body and watch the people aroun me not care and laugh

alex told kyle that i liked him, without me knowing and now shit is so weird between me and him and i am so pissed off at her. how the fuck can she do that to me she knows that i wanted to tell him and everything.. ugh i am so in a suicide mood.. i want to die