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ive decided to write in this journal again, i don't know why.
i should really talk about last night, but i don't feel like it. me alex and rachel went to the football game. i did have fun. rachel met this guy and poof hes her boyfriend. and she ditched me for this guy and went to the dance,umm yea. i talked to alex about it today and she said i have a right to be pissed at her. im not really mad im just, upset. i was looking forward to having her come over and chill. oh well. shes pissed at me too and were not talking at the moment. i guess i deserve it.i was being a bitch to her.but i was only trying to look out for her. i guess doing the right thing isn't always easy. as chris put it. besides that im in a really good mood. eagles play tomorrow. i am such a loser when it comes to football. three words to desribe you: fat ugly lonesome...hmm i guess i don't have any self confidance. rachel hates that about me...you know what? im jealous of her. jealous that she has a fucking boyfriend thats there to touch her and just be with her. thats why i think i got so fucking upset. me and my fucking emotions. im gonna write her a note apologizing for being such a selfish bitch. i just hope she forgives me. mood swing.
i should really talk about last night, but i don't feel like it. me alex and rachel went to the football game. i did have fun. rachel met this guy and poof hes her boyfriend. and she ditched me for this guy and went to the dance,umm yea. i talked to alex about it today and she said i have a right to be pissed at her. im not really mad im just, upset. i was looking forward to having her come over and chill. oh well. shes pissed at me too and were not talking at the moment. i guess i deserve it.i was being a bitch to her.but i was only trying to look out for her. i guess doing the right thing isn't always easy. as chris put it. besides that im in a really good mood. eagles play tomorrow. i am such a loser when it comes to football. three words to desribe you: fat ugly lonesome...hmm i guess i don't have any self confidance. rachel hates that about me...you know what? im jealous of her. jealous that she has a fucking boyfriend thats there to touch her and just be with her. thats why i think i got so fucking upset. me and my fucking emotions. im gonna write her a note apologizing for being such a selfish bitch. i just hope she forgives me. mood swing.