unless your reallllly bored, you can read this
When you want someone so badly that just by saying "hi" makes you stand on your toes, but that knowledge of ever that person being yours is so distant, it makes you feel like crap. But when you had the option of having that person but then letting go in their best interest you just don't know how to feel. Did you do the right thing? Sacrificing your burning desire and love for that person so they can be better, is the right thing to do. But then, when you see that person holding someone else, you have to turn away, keep a bright eye, and always be suportive. At least in some way or another. But when that token time comes every once in a while that they come up to you and hold you tight for a while, it drifts you bad to the starting point after you had started to forget him. Hes so close yet so far. And since Clay is ther only one who accually goes on Live Journal anymore, do you have any words of wisdom?....By the way, "hello"