U-kiss in Singapore
This whole U-KISS in Singapore gave us alot of ups and downs.
No pictures because i only want to look at them,focused, without the need to stretch to get pictures.
For the fanmeet, u-kiss was insanely gorgeous.
I honestly was shocked. Kibum, Eli and Soohyun were totally different and a billion times more gorgeous in real life.
Kevin bb is just beautiful. Everyone.
Kevin told me my fanboard was nice and he liked it and asked if i made it myself.
Alexander signed and wrote my name even though i didnt tell him to.
Soohyun wins in fanservice overall.
And during the showcase, idk, but kevin saw my board and did the heart thing twice to me.
I cried when they sang End of The Road.
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I was so shocked to know that after the showcase, at the hotel, the boys got injured and touched when they were trying to enter.
I fucking cried because soohyun hurt his back and i was full of rage. Im actually tearing again as i type this.
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So for the airport, ukissmesg couldnt just stand there and watch the boys being mobbed.
We decided to do a human barricade by all means to protect them.
Fans were shouting and hurling at us but we didnt care.
Because all we wanted to do was to help the boys.
Manager Shim even helped us and tricked the other fans to another side of the entrance.
But when u-kiss arrived, it was so fucking chaotic.
We held on to each other, linking hands so hard that it really hurt.
we were being dragged,pulled, fell and stomped on. My slipper was gone midway and i had to continue bare footed with people stepping all over my foot.
u-kiss ,manager shin and manager shim were so helpful they shouted to ask the fans to stop pushing and tried to help some of us who fell.
Halfway thru the thing i almost broke down because when soohyun bent down to help someone, I thought he fell and was injured again.
When they entered the entry point we stopped and all of us broke down into tears because it was soooo heart wrenching we couldnt do anything to help them much.
Everyone behind thinks that we only want to see them thats why we did this human barricade.
But fuck, we were trying to stop you insane fans from touching and hurting them.
I honestly only saw dongho, xander and soohyun.
I broke down because i thought soohyun was hurt again, i didnt get to see kevin and the rest.
it was really upsetting not getting to see kevin and the rest but as long as theyre safe, im okay with it now.
After u-kiss entered the entry point, fucking 3/4 of the fans said " LET'S GO SEE BEAST NOW!!"
I cried even harder, like what the fuck. Why did you have to join in the "fun" and madness.
Did you know when we were doing the barricade, our goal in the midst wasnt to see them anymore. We couldnt even be bothered to look at the boys anymore. All we could think of is to not let go of our hands and block those people behind. All we wanted to do was to make sure they were alright.
The managers know we were helping them. I think the boys realised it midway.
Even though we know they were safe, and not anything serious.
I heard some fuckers threw gifts in their faces. Alexander got scratched but he thanked them anyway.
I heard kevin was really traumatised and he was hiding behind kiseop.
Anyway it just felt very hard to let them go but looking at this crazy situation i rather them go.
It's so unbearable to see them leave because they are really the nicest idols you can ever find. I swear and i believe so. if you're a Kissme, you know how good they are to their fans.
I can see myself being a KissMe for a very very very long time from now.
U-kiss is a group that was really worth my time, money, tears, effort , everything.
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Thank you u-kiss, for being so helpful when you saw us fell.
Thank you Manager shin & shim.
Thank you ukissmesg.
Thank you to the girls who helped out.
Gillian, Grace, Anthea, Liqing, Sue, Rosanne, Guean, Gladys, Vanessa, Stephanie, Michelle, Jaina, Jiajing, Atiqah, Shirly, Willy
and the other girls who helped.
Without you girls, Idek what would have happened to the boys right now.
I love you girls.
No matter what the others say about us, doubt us, curse us, we'll still stand together alright <3
Thank you anyone who read this whole chunk.