Trust
I never know why I trust my parent, can't wait till I'm able to afford moving out. They make all these promises like they actually mean anything. God, fucking hate them. My dad promise to get me this this thing now he is asking my mom to pay some of it. He was the one who promise me and it only $500. He know that my mom is bearly paying the bills especially after his punk ass went off and took like $3000 from her funking account. I mean I try really hard in everything and it seem like none of these bitches care. I knew that there is no one I can trust but myself. I always promise myself that I would never let anyone play me for a fool and here I go again for the trillion time beliving his lies. Fucktards the whole lot of them. I'm just so mad because I always try my best and put this fucking family first and they never put me first. I make concessions and explanations for their behavior but I refuse to let their bullshit effect me. Fuck them, from now on it looking out for number one. They can take their shit and shove it somewhere but fuck it. fuck it.