Summary
I've been dating Josh for a little over 11 months now =] it is my longest relationship yet. i've had my share of mistakes, especially one that destroyed both our worlds. i regret the fact that i did it, but it helped me get out of something that was a hazard to my wellbeing that needed to end, even thought it generated so many more issues that are finally now starting to disappear. i'm just happy he gave me another chance, i personally think he's insane but i wanted it just as much as he did. i can't believe that i'm going to be a seinor, its my last year, its my year to shine and to have a ball. razz will be fun, hopefully the musical will too, i need to make it for all state this year, i hope i do well in cross country, i don't want work to conflict with razz or the musical. i can't wait for the europe trip this year ^_^ i better get an a or b in my government and economics class at pan am. this past school year was interesting, now lets see what doors open up my last year, college ughh i don't want to decide but i hope that it is one that i will love. i want friendships to work out this year, i just want an all around better perspective. i plan to go to law school in new england after i get a degree in either psychology, sociology, economics, business, political science, or philosophy, and my minor in music theater. yay for driving it makes life easier =] i want to start dancing again, i need to get my flexibility up again and my technique. after i finish my classes at pan am i need to really start to have fun and just let loose this summer, i've been so stressed, exhausted, and fun/party deprived its not even funny, but yes i know i got myself into it and its nobody's fault but myself, blah blah blah.... i need to go out and have a wild night with some crazy people to boost my morale, ew my room is a mess i must clean, read, run, and write 2 research papers for government tomorrow wish me luck i think i might need it a little. i guess i should go to sleep so i don't fall asleep in class tomorrow. i really should update more often its a good release of energy