im comfortably confused and you, you've gotten so removed.
so i just had the most dramatic 16 seconds of my entire life. i'm so mad and frustrated right now, i don't know what to do. i thought i liked someone but i dont see how i can any more. this is strange...i just had the widest range of emotions in all of about 10 min. i think i may have killed some brain cells in the process...awesome. BOYS SUCK! just needed to get that out, easton sucks too. everyone is in everyone elses bussiness, i don't know why this surprises me. i guess i was getting used to unh where everyone doesnt know all the details of you life and where PEOPLE CAN KEEP SECRETS! when you tell someone, someone you though was one of your best friends, not to say anything to anyone you would assume that they wouldn't right? well thats what i thought and i guess i was wrong. once again i've gotten my hopes up, but i dunno i guess i'll have to see how things go when i come home, maybe there is still something.
his name is "Mr. Wiggles" spelt F-A-B-O-L-O-U-S!!
some people never cease to make me extrememly happy....and i am so thankful for them. at least i know there are some people i can always count on!
on another note...i've been thinking about transfering to bridgewater next year. it would be really fun to be closer to friends cause i miss them alot. i just dont really feel like i've made that many friends here, like not that i can fully be myself around...i think i need to make a list. lists always help me, thats what i'll do when i go home. mmmhmm. im happier now, i think i'll go to bed.
PS the music i listen to always changes by the time i'm done with the entry...so i never know whether to put the song that was playing when i started writing the entry or the one that is playing when i get to the "music" section. dammit...now its changed again. i'll put them all...FUCK they wont fit...and im going to leave it as it is! IVE HAD IT WITH THIS NIGHT! (the last song was little devotional)
his name is "Mr. Wiggles" spelt F-A-B-O-L-O-U-S!!
some people never cease to make me extrememly happy....and i am so thankful for them. at least i know there are some people i can always count on!
on another note...i've been thinking about transfering to bridgewater next year. it would be really fun to be closer to friends cause i miss them alot. i just dont really feel like i've made that many friends here, like not that i can fully be myself around...i think i need to make a list. lists always help me, thats what i'll do when i go home. mmmhmm. im happier now, i think i'll go to bed.
PS the music i listen to always changes by the time i'm done with the entry...so i never know whether to put the song that was playing when i started writing the entry or the one that is playing when i get to the "music" section. dammit...now its changed again. i'll put them all...FUCK they wont fit...and im going to leave it as it is! IVE HAD IT WITH THIS NIGHT! (the last song was little devotional)