Jun 19, 2005 20:50
i'm sick of putting termendous effort into staying in touch with people that clearly could care less whether they ever see me again. if i never talk to you again i wont't care, so there. i'll probably end up deleting you out of my phone book too so that even if i become weak and want to call you i won't be able to. i have a feeling i'm going to lose touch with a lot of people now that i've moved. it's not that i want to, i just don't think they really care at all, like im not important enough to call about gatherings and 40 min is far to long for some people to travel to see a friend. it's fine though cause i don't need them. i have to learn not to depend on other people to make me happy anyways.
maybe i'll pick up some old habits to keep me busy in this lame, lonely town.
or find new friends.