Why do i have to be so stupid?!?
I feel sooo sick to my stomache right now, it's not even funny! I don't want to go see Sean at all right now. I am so afraid he is going to hate me. I just spent the last hour crying my ass off because I had to go into the past and dig shit up and make myself wicked upset, and to top it off I just had to come across the one song that I listened to every min. of the day I was still w/ T.J. just hopeing to God that he wouldn't break up w/ me which happened anyways so I guess it didn't work. GOD! I'M SO STUPID! I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT T.J.!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOO OVER HIM AND I KNOW IT BUT I AM STILL SITTING HERE CRYING OVER SOMETHING STUPID I SAW IN HIS PROFILE AND LISTENING TO THE SONG. I so hate myself right now. The freaky thing is that it's the same thing that me and Sean are telling everyone. I really don't want to tell Sean what happened today. I love him soo much and Idk what I would do if I lost him, especially over that fact that I am retarded and he thinks I'm still in-love w/ T.J.
Anyways the good part of what's been going on in my life. First of all I just wanna say: I AM NOT DEAD PEOPLE! JUST DON'T HAVE A COMPUTER WHERE I'M STAYING RIGHT NOW BUT YEAH I AM NOT DEAD! Well as I was sayin, the good part of my life: I think you all can tell that I have another bf, Sean. We have been going out for about two months :)
I finally got fired from d&d's lol. After like two years. haha I'm tryin to find another job now. I have a couple lined up. One I really don't want to work there but if I could work there for a couple months just to put some money away then I will be happy. I'm also going back to school, high school that is.........Yeah I'm going back to get those stupid 2.5 credits and my diploma.
Well there is not much more to say plus i don't feel like typing anymore so until the next time I get my fat-ass on the computer again.
*~ H a V a N i C e D a Y!!!!~*
Anyways the good part of what's been going on in my life. First of all I just wanna say: I AM NOT DEAD PEOPLE! JUST DON'T HAVE A COMPUTER WHERE I'M STAYING RIGHT NOW BUT YEAH I AM NOT DEAD! Well as I was sayin, the good part of my life: I think you all can tell that I have another bf, Sean. We have been going out for about two months :)
I finally got fired from d&d's lol. After like two years. haha I'm tryin to find another job now. I have a couple lined up. One I really don't want to work there but if I could work there for a couple months just to put some money away then I will be happy. I'm also going back to school, high school that is.........Yeah I'm going back to get those stupid 2.5 credits and my diploma.
Well there is not much more to say plus i don't feel like typing anymore so until the next time I get my fat-ass on the computer again.
*~ H a V a N i C e D a Y!!!!~*