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[blackspiritual_]

4 days till you're back
so nervous,
so scared,
wondering what will happen.

what will you do?
kiss me?
hug me?
just say 'hello'?

will you say you've missed me?
or will you just be 'friend'ly?

damnit,
the worry,
the stress..

I have missed you so damn much
you will never understand
even I don't.

so worried
paranoia throughout all of me
will you have forgot about me?
do you still feel for me?
will you till hold me and kiss me like you did before?
will you ever feel for me as i do for you?

love me
need me
kiss me
please me

touch me like nobody has touched me before

and take me out of this misery..