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Now for some drama.
What is bugging me:
People that are disecting my every move. People who critizes me non stop. People who make assumptions about me*. People who are hypocrites. People who patronize me. People who don't know when a joke stops being funny** and is now hurtfull. People who insult my family***. People who insult my friends ****.
* Mind your own business. What I wear, what I eat, how I do my hair, what I do does NOT concern you. Bugger off and stop trying to pick me apart and put me in a box because you know what? You'll fail. Don't call me innocent one second and then say that I'm really evil the next. You're contradicting yourself and its annoying me.
** Yep. When I drop my books. Don't laugh. Its just irritating. Or else maybe I'll laugh in your face, knock down your books and walk away.
***It really bugs me when people say shit about my family. So what? My brother has a unibrow. I was the first one to make fun of it but two months later it seems that people won't shut the fuck up about it. Really. I don't want to hear whatever you have to say about him. When it comes down to it, he is still my brother and I love him. So when people continue to make these stupid jokes that are so fucking OLD, I am so close to having a huge bitching rant....this close to hitting someone. I don't hit people. I don't have bitching rants. I don't blow up at people. This is not me but if it doesn't stop I will go crazy. And I will probably yell and when I yell I cry. I don't want to cry.
When I lived in Saskatoon...we had bullies. And for some reason my brother and I were a magnet. One day someone was bugging my brother in the hall and I snapped and pushed the bully into a wall. And on the school bus, a grade eight student (we were in grades 1 + 2) put a beetle in my brother's hair and would make me cry and sit next to him. I told my mom, the school found out. The bully got his ass in deep shit. After that nobody bugged me again. But I still know the name of the bus-bully. I still remember his face and his voice. And I know that if I didn't stop it by telling then it would have gotten much worse. I dunno if my brother would have stopped it. So do me a favor and shut the fuck up about my family. Don't say things to me about him. I will do something about it.
I've already been harsh with Faye-yin who said, "Tell your brother to shave his unibrow." Man, I practically hit her stupid smiling face. "No Faye, why don't YOU tell him." She starts to say something but I cut her off, "No Faye, go tell him. I don't want to hear it." And then after some other stuff was said I announced that I hoped that he kept it because he's fine with who he is.
I hope he doesn't change it. I really do. Because then those ignorant people will have won.
****Do not ask me if I'm going to the award ceremony and when I say no, look to the person across from us (who is my friend) and say "Well I won't even bother asking you." Don't. Get our head out of your own ass for a second and look how your actions and words are affecting people despite your intent. Because I will say something about it. (In this case I said very loudly "well THAT WAS RUDE!")
Wow. That felt good.
Note: People from school...do not talk to me about this. I won't talk about this with you. Sorry if that sounds harsh but I need to be firm.
What is bugging me:
People that are disecting my every move. People who critizes me non stop. People who make assumptions about me*. People who are hypocrites. People who patronize me. People who don't know when a joke stops being funny** and is now hurtfull. People who insult my family***. People who insult my friends ****.
* Mind your own business. What I wear, what I eat, how I do my hair, what I do does NOT concern you. Bugger off and stop trying to pick me apart and put me in a box because you know what? You'll fail. Don't call me innocent one second and then say that I'm really evil the next. You're contradicting yourself and its annoying me.
** Yep. When I drop my books. Don't laugh. Its just irritating. Or else maybe I'll laugh in your face, knock down your books and walk away.
***It really bugs me when people say shit about my family. So what? My brother has a unibrow. I was the first one to make fun of it but two months later it seems that people won't shut the fuck up about it. Really. I don't want to hear whatever you have to say about him. When it comes down to it, he is still my brother and I love him. So when people continue to make these stupid jokes that are so fucking OLD, I am so close to having a huge bitching rant....this close to hitting someone. I don't hit people. I don't have bitching rants. I don't blow up at people. This is not me but if it doesn't stop I will go crazy. And I will probably yell and when I yell I cry. I don't want to cry.
When I lived in Saskatoon...we had bullies. And for some reason my brother and I were a magnet. One day someone was bugging my brother in the hall and I snapped and pushed the bully into a wall. And on the school bus, a grade eight student (we were in grades 1 + 2) put a beetle in my brother's hair and would make me cry and sit next to him. I told my mom, the school found out. The bully got his ass in deep shit. After that nobody bugged me again. But I still know the name of the bus-bully. I still remember his face and his voice. And I know that if I didn't stop it by telling then it would have gotten much worse. I dunno if my brother would have stopped it. So do me a favor and shut the fuck up about my family. Don't say things to me about him. I will do something about it.
I've already been harsh with Faye-yin who said, "Tell your brother to shave his unibrow." Man, I practically hit her stupid smiling face. "No Faye, why don't YOU tell him." She starts to say something but I cut her off, "No Faye, go tell him. I don't want to hear it." And then after some other stuff was said I announced that I hoped that he kept it because he's fine with who he is.
I hope he doesn't change it. I really do. Because then those ignorant people will have won.
****Do not ask me if I'm going to the award ceremony and when I say no, look to the person across from us (who is my friend) and say "Well I won't even bother asking you." Don't. Get our head out of your own ass for a second and look how your actions and words are affecting people despite your intent. Because I will say something about it. (In this case I said very loudly "well THAT WAS RUDE!")
Wow. That felt good.
Note: People from school...do not talk to me about this. I won't talk about this with you. Sorry if that sounds harsh but I need to be firm.