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I told my guidance councelor about Mrs.Mason and she is going to talk to her about "how she makes me feel in class". My guidance councelor told me that I wouldn't have to talk to Mrs. Mason about it because I really don't feel comfortable talking to her...I think I would probably cry. And I am most definetly not going to cry in front of her.
I really hate confrontations. Because I know if I did actually confront someone I would end up crying. And I don't need that. I'm a coward in that way.
It's just that with Mrs.Mason...I can't deal with sarcasm or negativity like other people can. It makes me feel so victimized and I breakdown because I don't understand what I've done to deserve this! What did I do to offend her? It's so hard not to breakdown in front of her. God, I'd hate to have everyone see me cry, I'd be so embarrased. This is almost like the same deal I had with some teachers in elementary school.
I want my mom. I want her to hold me and let me cry. But she's sleeping and I don't want to wake her up.
I really hate confrontations. Because I know if I did actually confront someone I would end up crying. And I don't need that. I'm a coward in that way.
It's just that with Mrs.Mason...I can't deal with sarcasm or negativity like other people can. It makes me feel so victimized and I breakdown because I don't understand what I've done to deserve this! What did I do to offend her? It's so hard not to breakdown in front of her. God, I'd hate to have everyone see me cry, I'd be so embarrased. This is almost like the same deal I had with some teachers in elementary school.
I want my mom. I want her to hold me and let me cry. But she's sleeping and I don't want to wake her up.