Ugly

[blacksoxrfunky]

Shit. I wish I wasn't like this. Smile when you're sad, put on a happy face, try on this new shell, act stupid because you're good at it. Make sure people like you but don't let them in, if you do, you've lost them. But make sure they're not to distant or else they might have stopped liking you and then you leave them before they see inside. Trust no one. Because people have let me down and I can't even trust myself anymore.

Because I'm ugly on the inside. I can be very ugly. I'm ugly right now in fact.

I wish I could trust you. The fact that I'm upset over you is proof that I'm letting you in. But you're not real, are you?

I'm sorry. Insane ramblings...hehe. Please forget it. It's happened, let it go.