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I'm a little put out. And a little dropped down. So yah, I'm a little confused and a little lost. For once I just want to be carefree and selfish. I have to say I'm doing a bang up job. Its funny because people think I'm angry at them, which for awhile I was. And I don't mean just one person, I've been hating for no reason. I'm not even sure of anything anymore, I'm not sure of myself either. And my parents suck at dealing with it. So does my guidance councellor suggested that I use a tracking sheet to better focus in class (tracking sheet: teachers write down your behaviour, homework, etc). I'm ssssssuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeee that will help. My teachers always write "good or excellent as usual" in the behaviour section, they don't even look at me so how do they know? My mom thinks this will help.
But I haven't been completely honest with my guidance councellor, I like her and I'm afraid that if I tell her or anyone what I'm really feeling then she/others will think less of me. I've still got some pride. And I really don't want anyone to take it the wrong way nor do I want to "open up" right now so I'm on my own on this one.
But I haven't been completely honest with my guidance councellor, I like her and I'm afraid that if I tell her or anyone what I'm really feeling then she/others will think less of me. I've still got some pride. And I really don't want anyone to take it the wrong way nor do I want to "open up" right now so I'm on my own on this one.