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Crap! My internet's down for 3 days and I have a billion emails to read!! MAKE IT STOP!!! Yah, so this is my first post in a few days...it feels like forever. Anyhow, I just read Jackie's lj, she's losing hair in clumps...not good. Its funny how nobody at school talks about what we feel inside. I guess I don't either though so I can't really talk. Sometimes I want everybody to put down the barriers, prejudices, masks. Let's just get it out in the open people! Ah well, it won't happen. Honestly, this place sucks. Ottawa sucks. I want out of my house. I really don't want to be with my family right now, but if I left I would hurt them and myself. Funny isn't it. Its almost like a really toned down version of an abused child still loving its abusing parent. Funny.
I also got my flu shot. I will not got into detail since I don't want to think about it. It was horrible, as all shots are. And it didn't help that my dad and brother made me feel like a complete idiot right before they stuck me with the freaking needle.
Ah, bugger. I really want to leave. Just take the dog for a "walk" and not come back for a week.
I also got my flu shot. I will not got into detail since I don't want to think about it. It was horrible, as all shots are. And it didn't help that my dad and brother made me feel like a complete idiot right before they stuck me with the freaking needle.
Ah, bugger. I really want to leave. Just take the dog for a "walk" and not come back for a week.