Home sweet home?
So I'm home now in Chicago. It's my one week aniversary here. So, the flight was all fine. It was just long and boring and they only served us fish for dinner (eww) so I was hungry, but the flight was not full so I had a few seats to myself which was good. Got in and besides the long line through passport control, I had a wonderful chat with the passport control guy.
But anyway, so I get home, manage to go onto my mum's computer and her internet is so frustratingly slow that it made me want to cry... or beat something bloody. So I've been avoiding the internet for a while. I'm just surprised that this is the first time that my wireless has managed to get an unsecured internet connection long enough for me to update.
So, I'm home. On the plan I caught a cold. eww. Thursday went with mum to breakfast, then did much of nothing. Friday went downtown and met with dad. Now apparently not only are all the problems between us because I'm a lesbian but apparently I'm seethingly jealous of beth and that's why I'm angry at him. *roll of eyes* yeah sure. Anyway, Saturday nothing much was done, but Sunday Bob, E., and the grandparents came over and we had a nice dinner. Monday was a day of doing nothing. Tuesday was doctors office and doing nothing and today it was sunny and warm for the first time in a week so I drove around, tried to do some chores, walked around some of the tiny towns nearby, then sat outside and enjoyed the sun and warmth.
I dunno. It's good to be home in one way, since I have a tv, I have family, I have heat and I have books to read and a cat to annoy... but I really still don't wanna be here. I don't see anyone, all my friends are either far far away or completely unable to be contacted (Amy I'm talking about you here, seeing as how I have no way of getting ahold of you. Call me!) Mostly I just do much of nothing and I don't even have a nice centuries old Polish city to wander around or go to musuems or even an international train system to go onto and travel to different places when I get bored. There's nothing for me to do. This is horrible. I have no purpose here.
But oh well, enough complaining I guess. I'm gonna go back to watching tv.
But anyway, so I get home, manage to go onto my mum's computer and her internet is so frustratingly slow that it made me want to cry... or beat something bloody. So I've been avoiding the internet for a while. I'm just surprised that this is the first time that my wireless has managed to get an unsecured internet connection long enough for me to update.
So, I'm home. On the plan I caught a cold. eww. Thursday went with mum to breakfast, then did much of nothing. Friday went downtown and met with dad. Now apparently not only are all the problems between us because I'm a lesbian but apparently I'm seethingly jealous of beth and that's why I'm angry at him. *roll of eyes* yeah sure. Anyway, Saturday nothing much was done, but Sunday Bob, E., and the grandparents came over and we had a nice dinner. Monday was a day of doing nothing. Tuesday was doctors office and doing nothing and today it was sunny and warm for the first time in a week so I drove around, tried to do some chores, walked around some of the tiny towns nearby, then sat outside and enjoyed the sun and warmth.
I dunno. It's good to be home in one way, since I have a tv, I have family, I have heat and I have books to read and a cat to annoy... but I really still don't wanna be here. I don't see anyone, all my friends are either far far away or completely unable to be contacted (Amy I'm talking about you here, seeing as how I have no way of getting ahold of you. Call me!) Mostly I just do much of nothing and I don't even have a nice centuries old Polish city to wander around or go to musuems or even an international train system to go onto and travel to different places when I get bored. There's nothing for me to do. This is horrible. I have no purpose here.
But oh well, enough complaining I guess. I'm gonna go back to watching tv.