Emptyness..
I havnt been on this machine since...well i dont no when. but. I come here to dwell in sadness. Not sadness but something like that.
I feel like something is missing in me at the moment. I probably could not be happier with what i have at the moment, with a few ups and alot more downs but happy none the less.There is this, empty space in me, that used to be filled with something not long ago, i cant seem to think of what it is. I guess it could be the long and run down feeling that i am feeling. i think maybe i need a few long early night sleeps. but i just feel missing. like a feeling of not being able to care. about certain things. im having this feeling with tafe at the moment, I cant seem to get back on top of it. I worked so hard as to where i got, but i cant seem to stay. Its like all of a sudden the teacher is speaking in primative speech.
But dosnt matter. because i am happy.in a weird. kinda scary way.
I feel like something is missing in me at the moment. I probably could not be happier with what i have at the moment, with a few ups and alot more downs but happy none the less.There is this, empty space in me, that used to be filled with something not long ago, i cant seem to think of what it is. I guess it could be the long and run down feeling that i am feeling. i think maybe i need a few long early night sleeps. but i just feel missing. like a feeling of not being able to care. about certain things. im having this feeling with tafe at the moment, I cant seem to get back on top of it. I worked so hard as to where i got, but i cant seem to stay. Its like all of a sudden the teacher is speaking in primative speech.
But dosnt matter. because i am happy.in a weird. kinda scary way.