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I haven't wrote in such a long time. Every song I listen to.. reminds me of Jaston. I miss him. I saw him this morning, and we walked to school.. but I wasn't feeling that great so he told me to call my mom and have her pick me up. We almost broke up a couple times, it broke my heart. I cryed so much, as he also did. He thought he needed a break from me, to think about things. And he decided no, he can just skate and think. Yesterday it was all weird. We walked and I was all weird holding his hand. Josh talked to him, said if he wanted the break for another girl, and he said thats fucked up. And he pointed at me, said "See that girl? She fucking loves you with all she has." Something like that. That's so sweet. I hope his show went well. I wanna call, but I don't know. I'm sick, it sucks. I ate breakfast and all that. I almost thought of walking back or 5th and 6th period. But.. decided not to. I wish I kind of did. Jay is coming over after school I guess, that's gonna rock. I love all my friends. I found out Cris is pregnant. Lots of Congrats to her and Jaysen. I hope everything works and goes right for them. And then Eva spent the night Saturday, we went to Jaysens Bday party, and we drank. She got soo drunk. It was great. Haha. And I guess Beena said she only liked me out of all the gf's Jay has had. That made me happy. Well, I'll write later. OH YEAH.. Pix. I will upload them now.