May 03, 2004 16:37
agape was this weekend and it was cold
and i slept in a puddle
cuz it was wet too ,cold and wet
and the only good bands were losers luck and pennington
and novachild
i guess relient k was ok, very dissapointing
berry was ok too they are one of those bands id have to be in the right mood to listen to
vanesa and dovie and roxann and jade and steven were there
and nessa thinks i was ditching her to hang with steven even though i was TRYING very hard NOT to and every time i turned around nessa and everyone was gone
so then id go to look for them and find steven and then them
and steven was the only one who would stay with me while i was watching my little sister(for like 4 hours) he was with me alot
but im sorry u thought i was ditching you vess
but it doesnt matter cuz your gonna read this and be like
whatever
i told steven i was gonna have to move later this year and he started holding my hand alot and staying with me like all the time. and he kissed me goodbye friday and saterday. and told me he loved me about a million times. it was sad, and sweet, and it made me cry.
and my parents are fighting, bad, since last night. dad slept on the coutch and mom has only been home for about 5 min all day. she said shed be home after dad left for work. today is his day off. he doesnt go to work till 7:00 am tomorrow.
i need to go cry
but
dad wants me to come outside and play with my sisters and be happy
so i guess i will