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I have always found that my life and the things I do are not only ironic but also completely ridiculous. For the past few days I have been obsessed with what to write in my "about me" section on facebook. Every time I come up with something I feel as if it is too long or inaccurate . . . the perfect words just won't come. Of course no one really cares what it says but for some reason I have yet to find an explanation for why I really care.
I've also been consumed with the idea that lately everything seems to be going my way, while the people around me keep getting screwed. A normal person would consider this a blessing and leave it at that. I on the other hand, can't help but question, "What have they done to deserve punishment?" and better yet, "What have I done to deserve this?" It just seems like a mistake and although I have absolutely no control over what happens I feel guilty. I don't even feel comfortable discussing my life or anything associated with it because the disgust is so immense. So much for happy endings.