May 25, 2005 15:30
i just had a sudden urge to update. today didnt need to exist. i woke up and was like "mayybe i should fake sick" then at the last second i had a change of heart. then once i get to shcool, ironically i start feeling sick. not to mention i barely keep my eyes open because i was very tired. my morning sucked. my afternoon slightly improved but not by much. i hate summer. so much. i wish it were fall and winter forever. my summer is goign to consist mainy of footbal. the only good thing abotu taht is i'll gte in pretty good shape. but besides that i have nothing to look forward. uumm oh i have modest mouse to look forward to, june 7th. ive come to the conclusion them, and muse are my favorite bands. i wish i had a purpose, somethign i had to accomplish, a reason to live.