Sep 08, 2006 09:57
so i got a job. i work in a preschool! its exactly the opportunity i've been waiting for. i'm stoked.
i don't know why i am so bad about being alone. i just like having someone to fall asleep with.
sometimes i wonder why i push things away when they start to get good.
i really liked you. i found out another secret. it made me jealous/angry at first.
i never would have thought i would have reacted that way.. over you.
i don't know who you are talking about most of the time. or if you even still think of me.
and if you are aware i'm talking about you. still... now.
i don't have patience to hide this under metaphor. its too early to be clever.
i just want to say that sometimes i wish things didn't get rushed to end so abruptly. mmhmm.
on other notes. uh.. we need to branch out and make new friends. not that i don't love our regulars. but sometimes i feel like our interests are shifting.
also. sarah and i bought a bong for our room. her name is Lola. she is a showgirl. hah.