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[blackrosesrdead]

okay so...yeah, today my boyfriend was being retarded. We went to his house, me, elana, chris lee and chris gurrero. So...yeah, me and Chris were hangin all over each other. Partly b/c I was trying to make cameron jealous and partly b/c I like him. Cameron didn't even care. The only time he touched me or kissed me was if I initiated something. EXCEPT after my gurl elana talked to him, cuz she made it plain that if he didn't shape up I would leave him.

And I've considered leaving him and going out with Chris g. Cuz we like each other and hes a great guy that wouldnt hurt me.

I just feel like whenever Sophia's around (like she was today and ever other fucking day) I feel completely non-existent and I'm not gonna take it anymore

Hell no