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Brian told me he had joined the army early march. Since then, I have cried myself to sleep. And its gotten worse since he left. The last time i got a good nights sleep was the Huntsville trip. At the end of March.I miss him so much. He is the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. he taught me how to believe in myself, he taught me that I can be someon in this world. Brian believed in me. And he was one of the only people who actually gave a shit about me. And now he's gone. Folks. My mental deterioration has begun. Good night.