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right now im so fuckin depressed and i literally have no one to talk to .. so ill just write it down
so my mom and i were talking and like most times it ended in a fat arguement ... she was telling me to get a license and i told her i dont have a car to drive if i had a license anyways ..... she didnt see the sense in what i said ... .
my mom told me that if i had a license i probably wouldnt be needing to take the bus home tonight ... i told her that even if i did have a license i dont have any money for gas or a car ... so yeah we butted heads and it wasnt pretty ....
my mom also started telling me that once the financial aid comes in getting a license needs to be my first priority ... she was yelling telling me some other stuff to but i dont wanna mention it here ...
i dont know why but crying is a sign of weakness in my home so once my mom was through i hurried washed the dishes ran in the shower and cried .... so yeah .. i guess im ok for the time bring till it happens again
my mom just made me feel like a failure for having such a shitty job even though we talked about me working ....
so my mom and i were talking and like most times it ended in a fat arguement ... she was telling me to get a license and i told her i dont have a car to drive if i had a license anyways ..... she didnt see the sense in what i said ... .
my mom told me that if i had a license i probably wouldnt be needing to take the bus home tonight ... i told her that even if i did have a license i dont have any money for gas or a car ... so yeah we butted heads and it wasnt pretty ....
my mom also started telling me that once the financial aid comes in getting a license needs to be my first priority ... she was yelling telling me some other stuff to but i dont wanna mention it here ...
i dont know why but crying is a sign of weakness in my home so once my mom was through i hurried washed the dishes ran in the shower and cried .... so yeah .. i guess im ok for the time bring till it happens again
my mom just made me feel like a failure for having such a shitty job even though we talked about me working ....